I honestly thought I would have been blogging every night this week. Training turned out to take more energy than I anticipated it would. At first I thought it was me, but after talking with others in my course I learned exhaustion at the end of the day was a general consensus. It was an interesting training… If nothing else, it helped me realize I don’t particularly want to stay in the field of social services. It’s not that I don’t want to help people. I do. I also want something more, and I am going to make it happen!
At least that is how I feel this evening. Happy and motivated. It wasn’t the way I was feeling earlier in the week. There was more than a touch of fear and sadness in my heart. Quite a few moments of feeling lost and alone. But as the universe often does, it has continued to give me signs that I am on the right path again. Everything is flowing.
Steve messaged me this week. He is in Ecuador. Jude is leaving for Peru on the 25th. His mom messaged me yesterday. They are drinking Ayahuasca together tomorrow. It is so far out of her comfort zone. I am excited for the both of them. I am envious as well. I have made a decision that by mid December I will either be heading to my sister’s in Missouri or Flying to Peru. I will wait for a sign these next 2 weeks and go from there.
Tomorrow I will begin writing more…
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